Saturday, September 02, 2006

pissed off!!!!

i want to go for a run immediately!!!!!!!! i need to sweat it all out to cool my mind now. i want to shout!!!!! i am not in the right mind set now. i am pushing every single alphabets with all the strength that i have. i want to vent it all out. i simply dont understand her. what's her problem? why am i always the one who do all the dirty jobs and not appreciated or recognised. all she can see is all my flaws and she always have to choose the perfect moment to rub salt onto my wounds. what the hell! can you just leave me alone when i want to and stop nagging at me. cant you see how busy and frustrated i am already with the bloody hell wireless internet connection. i can always consult my brother or father since males are better than females in IT area. what the hell!!!!! that's sterotyping. i am always the one doing all the computer shit and everytime when the computer screwed up, it is forever my fault. what equality is there to talk about?

why cant girls throw their temper? why cant i vent my anger when i am pissed? why am i being scolded when i am angry? why cant i come home late at night? what is the whole big fat problem!!!!! safety? but at least you can put it in a nicer way and choose a right timing to tell me all these stuff and not NOW. you are just pushing me over my limits. you should know very well that i have a short fuse so why step on my toes when they are already stepped on?

i just hate this whole thing about females being the weaker or inferior gender. i hate it!!!! dont you understand me? i am brought up in a democratic environment so at least can you let me please see what i am taught in school? be fair in your judgement and stop sterotyping me. it just makes me want to prove you wrong more and i can jolly well survive without any guy, alone.

pissed off!

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